Yeyah...

Anyone know how to add music? t-rard over here needs help..

Life..

My life is busy but i love it and i thank my heavenly father every night how blessed i am.. i am the type of person where if i sit around too much it gives me time to think and thinking too much for me is a very bad thing. Ha ha i beat myself up about the dumbest things, so being busy is a good thing. I recently flew to New York for a launch party for the Sports Illustrated spread i did then we flew to Las Vegas on a private SI jet to vegas for two more launch parties. The parties were great. We each had our own private security guards, free anything we wanted, private VIP sections, and treated like royalty. The hotel we stayed in was very nice. We got complimentary room service brought up to our rooms every morning, free spa treatments and food served in a special room just for us 24\7. All the girls (models) were great and i made great friends with a few of them. And still despite all this my favorite part of the week was when i spent the weekend at my grandparents. My mom also came down which made it extra special. Grandma had everyone over for sunday dinner, which is one of my favorite traditions, and to make it extra special it was Valentines day so her and grandpa gave me and my mom and jeff V-day cards that morning at breakfast. Me and my mom and Jeff went to dinner at cheesecake factory the night before where i ran into a group of guy friends from utah i got to visit with for a bit, which was fun. When i taking off on the plane back to La, i cried for the first time ever leaving my family. Now don't get carried away it was only a few tears but still, thats big for me ;) It's hard coming back here sometimes, you don't always have someone to go to to make you feel better when you are feeling down or discouraged and the people definitely don't give a particular shit about you, excuse my french. Don't get me wrong I am so blessed to live where i live and everything i have and do, but it just makes you realize that really the happiest things in life are free. I went and cleaned the church this morning. I had a good time because it reminded me of the times when i was little and our family would go clean the church. Well... i guess it really was only one time that i could remember but still, it was a good memory..ha

Gonna see how long this lasts...

Well i have all my families blogs, Scott and Tara's and Rich and Mari's blogs at the top of my internet explorer and i was reading Tara's blog when i was inspired to do my own only for family and close friends to try and keep you all informed about what i am doing. I constantly hear words like "I always have to find out everything you are doing from the internet! You never tell us anything.." coming from my families mouths. Haha sorry guys, I guess I just don't really think about it. So anyway I am going to try this out and see how long this lasts until my crazy schedule takes me away and I completely forget. Most likely they will be posts from an airport when i have time to sit and think enough to type something down. Remind me if i forget!! Love you all!